Girl I can’t lie I miss you you and the promises I made to my self are the only things I commited too
Girl I love it when your hair is still wet cause you just took a shower, your so god damn sexy turning a man on like that hmmm… Your smile, those eyes god damn, your smell fuck you rock me out of this world, I want you to be all mine all mine… Girl you just don’t know. Fuck I love you
Yesterday was an unusual day, things felt a little unbalanced. She wants me around but at the same time she pushes me away. I don’t understand girl. You say let’s take things slow so that’s what I do. When I text you what’s doin or Watta do to see how you are I get no response, always afraid I’m doing something wrong. The other night we hung out with some friends that didn’t know about us, so I kept things respectful and chill like I always do, none the less I had a great time, so I thought. The following morning I text her to say what’s doin.. Reply what was with me last night? I’m thinking oh man what did I do, I reply stating I was being respectful of you and us. I didn’t want to put things out there without your permission. Her reply it’s all good daddy.. I wish I would have known that her friends knew then things would have been more comfortable between us.
I see your pain, i feel your pain your eyes show all.. I see right thru your pure heart, i see you. Such a wonderful woman you are. The way i feel about you will never change, i love you and all of your exsistance. Thru thick and thin i will be here your worth all of that to me, you are certainly worth the waiting for. You see i cannot love another it’s impossible because you have my heart, you got it girl. I don’t need another but you need time and you got it. Once you have this all of this you will know what real is, what love is supposed to be and feel. You’ve taught me so much those few weeks we were together you showed me the most love i have ever gotten in my life out of any relationship i have ever been in, and most of all you love me the way i am as me no question, i appreciate you. Your love makes me high, when i see you my stomach drops, how beautiful you are. I will be there for you, i will care for you, when the baggage isnt as heavy just say your ready amd we will just go slow… Te Amo Siempre.
Life is good when you walk outside and notice the beautiful sunrise, the rays of light shinning over the city, the beautiful flowers outside, it’s all because of you. Before you I didn’t care much about those things… Life sure is wonderful when your in it…
You were first to fill my glass.
Sparkling love you freely shared.
Thousands passed my wretched way.
But none till you, reached down and cared.
You cannot see
the silver seeds,
my restless soul hunts after.
But hold me now, inspire me
with love and pain and laughter.
Her smell lingers in my apartment days after she has gone, what an amazing three days.. The images of her face and expressions branded in my mind. I love it when she winks her eye at me, letting me know I love you in her own way. She is enough for me the way she is, there is nothing i would change about her, she is my kinda perfect. I see right thru her entiretly, i get her and everything about her being. I Love her from her hair folicles all the way down to her toes, she coightes me, gives me something to think about, she whoos me. Her… I’m lucky i met her…

